There are moments in life when you pause, stand still and look around , you try and recollect how and where have you reached. 2012 has been quiet like that , did i set out to do this ? I have been back in India for exactly 12 years, when i landed at the airport, i chose the bus to Chandigarh rather than staying over in my hometown, i wanted to make a point. My hometown wasn't my own , it still isn't , much hasn't changed. I have been chasing one mirage after other.
Years of solitude seems to have made me selfish and self centered. I am not repenting, i feel like a dog who is chewing on a bare bone and digging his teeth deep for some meat , in fact , he is making his gums bleed and his own blood is giving him a sense of taste in that bone .
The bone in this case are my emotions.
I have no choice but to keep moving, keep going .. , I am not unhappy but the inverse of unhappy is not being happy ...as paradoxical as it always is this song also came out a little while back.
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