Sulk and the City

I am not sure how people truly describe the word escape to themselves, all of us escape from the moment we have in front of us , TV is an escape, romantic novels are, and so is Music. I could count travel as well in ways to escape. I did hit out of town and when I am driving for long hours , i do find time with myself , the classic escape. This time , the escape ran the one minute video clips all along , largely clips from last 12 months.I just learned that , I need to choose the clips I need to live with . Some have lost relevance, some will . Some are not the clips that I relish anymore .

If those clips are all i have , then why sulk. One day , everyone will have is those one minute clips . I must thank the almighty for whatever has come my way as my share of destiny. I can sulk for not being understood, for being too high on emotions, for being the underprivileged in a lot of ways yet being alive. My hope quotient is not in proportion with my destiny.
I see the world around me , living in future. I live in past often . Wrong it may sound, you choose what you wanna live with. If past is glorious than today, you will choose past. If future seems promising , that's what u wanna jump to. This is an indicator of age, what do you live in. I need to live today, as much as I can.
I often wonder if one can "Format"memories and "Defragment" them. I wish this "memory"disc could be formatted.
Sulk and the City are inevitable or just my choice ....My choice , I wont . I need to get up and walk ...again ...
I share Mitti daa bawa today, for those who understand , if this is not soul stirring , not sure what is ....