I haven't blogged for a long time and the reason isn't clear to me too. I wanted to ask myself this question for a long time, not that new thoughts don't come to mind, not that i don't feel like expressing the churn of thoughts and emotions, possible that that one good thought gets neutralized by another depressing one. The conclusion is simple, as time as progressed, as I have grayed more, as i have aged more, i have mutated. My emotions have mutated and my desires have muted, my hope has suffered a miscarriage.
I have no regrets, i have lost miserably in past too but I have quickly dusted the loss and moved aggressively. I haven't got up to come back to race, i have just got up and looking for a new direction, hope i will find my new way soon ....
बदला न अपने आप को जो थे वही रहे, मिलते रहे सभी से मगर अजनबी रहे
दुनिया न जीत पाओ तो हारो न ख़ुद को तुम, थोड़ी बहुत तो ज़हन में नाराज़गी रहे
अपनी तरह सभी को किसी की तलाश थी,हम जिसके भी क़रीब रहे दूर ही रहे
गुज़रो जो बाग़ से तो दुआ माँगते चलो ,जिसमें खिले हैं फूल वो डाली हरी रहे
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