Yun Hee Chala Chal ....

One of key questions of key which remains unanswered is the reason we seek Friends, family and loved ones. If the journey of life is at a unit level of an individual , why do we seek to connect this to others, people we have by default ,parents and siblings , friends we seek and make and children we produce. The question is a constant one and has been with me all my life. I have sought to be loved recognized, like all other humans, yet Solitude remains my constant partner. The answer to Why is intriguing. My parents and siblings have their own reasons and to be fair, I have my reasons for not being able to connect with them. Friends have come and gone, some had no choice and I was  a "transitional"choice , for some it could be my Job and Situational choice. In all cases it was time-bound. Is this by design that all relationships need to end in a judgement on me that I could not carry a huge circle. It is not that I don't have friends and Family, i just fail to see a unquestionable connect with them . With the ones that I see an unquestionable connect , a relationship of pure admiration , they don't see with me . I end up with tales of Good days ...

I don't blame anyone, I just refused to give up on Hope till a  few months ago. Now I need to reconcile with the facts like a woman who is unable to bear children, I seem to be  a Man who is unable to carry friends, family and loved ones. 

I have no regrets and no Hard feelings for anyone, everyone has a right to their perspective and decisions, it isn't imperative on them to walk with me ..

It is time to find ways to grow old with this fact. 

ना तो गुफ्तगू कोई और है ...ना तो तस्कीरा कोई और है ...

मेरे दिल में तू ...हैं ज़बान पे तू ...ना तेरे सिवा कोई और है ...

यह उदासियां ..यह सिली हवा ..यह झुकी नज़र ...यह  खामोशियाँ ...

यह गवाह हैं इसी बात के ...तेरा फैसला कोई और है ...

तू अमीर है  ..मैं गरीब हूँ...यह फासलें हैं अजीब से ..

ना तेरा खुदा कोई और है ....ना मेरा खुदा कोई और है ....

तू चिराग  है ..सरे शाम का  ...मैं चिराग  हूँ गई रात का .

.मेरा फलसफा कोई और है ...तेरा फलसफा कोई और है ...