I often look back at the life and think what makes me a uncounted part of the crowd, the mass of people called the society seems alien to me . I have tried to recollect things i do in a slightly different manner, my likes and dislikes, my disconnects and my lunacies .
- I am a loner , i have always had a very few friends and I have never sought friends or pursued a friendship, unless it was very convincing. I am socially inert, infact, It will be rare on my part to pick a phone and call someone without a pressing reason. I have almost never pursued a romantic relationship unless I was convinced of the "depth" of the person.
- Physical appearances have little impact on me, i can never recollect who wears what , colours not even my own outfits . I can never refer to people by their physical appearance . I can pick up outfits in 10 mins straight and walk out of the place . I must also confess that unless a person is oddly dressed (shining yellow trousers or black bra under white shirt ), dresses and outfits , skin colour don't get my attention.
- My idea of female "beauty" is a little departure from usual. I have found most Miss worlds/Miss Universes , bollywood actors to be just another human . Recently I was asked to pick my choice of the most beautiful woman in Bollywood , I replied , Mahie Gill . Unless a female has expressive eyes and captivating hair, It doesn't leave a deep impression on me .
- I don't have a formal suit, i don't like to wear formal outfits. My best bet is a cotton Kurta and Denim jeans. I however have a huge appreciation for females dressed in simple cotton sarees . AaarizoN-laB saada rehne do, TajMahal pe rang na daalo......
- I don't attend weddings ever, parties or any even large events like concerts . I am uncomfortable in big crowds.
- I give zero importance to dates , birthdays wedding anniversaries and all such events which are linked to a repetitive date , don't trigger any emotions in me . I am hated for not giving any birthday gifts or call and wish . Birthdays and anniversaries are just one more day
- I am not an aggressive alcoholic however a few vodkas or single malts make the muted conversations with my conscience a little louder . I never drink alone or in a large setting , always relish a drink with just one or two people.
- I was born old , my choice of things has always been classic and never contemporary .
- I have successfully managed of offend every loved one , managed to turn every loving relationship into one of hatred .
This will continue ......
Today's nazam for possibly the only "reader" of this blog ....
तू क्यूँ अच्छा लगता है, वक़्त मिला तो सोचेंगे , ……तुझमे क्या क्या दीखता है, वक़्त मिला तो सोचेंगे
सारा शहर शनासाई का दावेदार तो है लेकिन , कौन हमारा अपना है वक़्त मिला तो सोचेंगे
हमने उसको लिखा था , कुछ मिलने की तदबीर करो, उसने लिख कर भेजा है, वक़्त मिला तो सोचेंगे, ....
मौसम , खुशबु , बाद ऐ सबा , चाँद , शफ़क़ और तारों में , …… कौन तुम्हारे जैसा है, वक़्त मिला तो सोचेंगे
या तुम अपने दिल की मानो, या फिर दुनिया वालों की , मश्वरा उसका अच्छा है। ....वक़्त मिला तो सोचेंगे
तू क्यूँ अच्छा लगता है, वक़्त मिला तो सोचेंगे , ……तुझमे क्या क्या दीखता है, वक़्त मिला तो सोचेंगे
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