Begin Again......Monday July 28th, 2014

For the large part of last year , life has been in a  downward spiral, emotions, confidence , optimism , health , everything . A quick whatsapp conversation triggered the day it was , lets watch a movie whatever decent is on. I dread bollywood and the choice was zeroed in on a New Movie ...Begin Again....

I read a quote a few days back, when the pats looks more glorious than the promise that future holds, you are old. I am not done yet , yes I am physically diminishing, emotionally dragging and financially plateauing...I still have hope.

The movie is the league of Notting Hill , Lamhe , Maqbool and Khamosh Paani  , It is about a young song writer from England in NY , meets a Mid 40s , run down, once a  success singer and record label owner. The guy is finished, has no house, his teenage daughter hates her and he is living in glorious past . They meet and rediscover that the real strength of the songs is the feel in poetry . The emotions in the song . It is an absolute treat .

I loved every bit of it, we love movies we relate to . In India , male protagonists are never low , never age and are fake. female protagonists are either howling or shaking their bum.

I stepped out of the cinema past midnight , stopped near a koramangla park, lit my last smoke and Thanked god . For being still around, for the wind and for the hope ....This park, btw reminds me of the small park that William and Anna discover on their walk after dinner ....

You "still" say it the best , when you say nothing at all ........

I am going to start my book, my reason to live , on my 44th birthday ....Damn ..I am good :)

Thank you lord ....and pardon me for my hopelessness.

I am embedding two songs ....cant decide which one is closer to my heart...

Like a fool .....




Tell me if you wanna go home ....enjoy the lyrics ...

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