Its been a better week, far better than last 52 . The bad year is behind me (so i wish) some worst ones will come , I was a little battle fatigued but a little breather in last two weeks will help me go a long away , I have to get ready for even worse times to come , worse things to hear, worse emotions to experience and worse comments to bear ....
I turned 44 last Saturday, some expected and some very unexpected messages . It wasn't the messages but the fact that some who wish heartfully...still do . If you had asked me a question on April 9th this year as to how i perceive the rest of year, I would have said , Disastrous. In the core of my heart, I patted my own back. I experienced unprecedented excruciating pain but I didn't deter in what i believed in. I live by my own convictions and some comments and some events must not change that . Nothing much has changed in last 4 months, just my conviction has got strengthened . Some I wish to list today ...I have posted them in past but one more time.
Love is form of divinity, it has nothing to do with relationships, marriages, kids, living together , marriage certificates, sex, flats or appearance . It is an indefatigable worship , a relentless faith in divinity.
Solitude is reality , primal reality, accept it . Love doesn't substitute or eliminate solitude, as you evolve solitude becomes a undeniable need . Love compliments solitude.....makes even solitude divine.
The hangover of the intellectual intercourse and emotional intercourse leaves a far deeper indelible mark on persona, they make physical orgasms to be shallow.
Music talks to my soul, the ladder is ghazals ...
Give love , it heals , it is far better than expecting to be loved ....
जो कहूँगा सच कहूँगा , यही फैसला किया है। जो लिखूंगा सच लिखूंगा यह फैसला किया है
वह हवा ज़रूर आये जो मुझे परेशान करे , मैं चराग हूँ जलूँगा यही फैसला किया है ,
कितना भी शदीद हो पतझड़ का मौसम , हर सूरत खिलूँगा , यह फैसला किया है
I have made acquaintances with some new people , while my social circle is back to some normalcy , the core of my heart is still relishing solitude and has made peace with it .......I still meet people, smile, work hard and relish my solitude . A book by Gulzar , an old live show by Jagjit Singh on my bluetooth headphone , a fab India Kurta , an adrak chai , daily craving for good poetry, and a dead desire to meet someone with a positive attitude and infectious smile, coupled with humility, long hair and a cotton saree . I am Me ...hope I stay Me
लोग मेरे बारे में अच्छा कहें या बुरा कहे , अपने आप से मिल चूका हूँ , आदमी कुछ और हो न हो , बहुत खुद्दार है।
Till next time, when another body blow knocks me off , physically, emotionally, intellectually, financially, socially ....totally ....I am relishing some more ghazals on my new headphone .
Today's ghazal ....
जुस्तजू जिसकी थी उसको तो न पाया हमने, इस बहाने से मगर देख ली दुनिया हमने
तुझ को रुसवा न किया ख़ुद भी पशेमाँ न हुए, इश्क़ की रस्म को इस तरह निभाया हमने
कब मिली थी कहाँ बिछड़ी थी हमें याद नहीं, ज़िन्दगी तुझ को तो बस ख़्वाब में देखा हमने
ऐ 'अदा' और सुनाए भी तो क्या हाल अपना, उम्र का लम्बा सफ़र तय किया तनहा हमने
I turned 44 last Saturday, some expected and some very unexpected messages . It wasn't the messages but the fact that some who wish heartfully...still do . If you had asked me a question on April 9th this year as to how i perceive the rest of year, I would have said , Disastrous. In the core of my heart, I patted my own back. I experienced unprecedented excruciating pain but I didn't deter in what i believed in. I live by my own convictions and some comments and some events must not change that . Nothing much has changed in last 4 months, just my conviction has got strengthened . Some I wish to list today ...I have posted them in past but one more time.
Love is form of divinity, it has nothing to do with relationships, marriages, kids, living together , marriage certificates, sex, flats or appearance . It is an indefatigable worship , a relentless faith in divinity.
Solitude is reality , primal reality, accept it . Love doesn't substitute or eliminate solitude, as you evolve solitude becomes a undeniable need . Love compliments solitude.....makes even solitude divine.
The hangover of the intellectual intercourse and emotional intercourse leaves a far deeper indelible mark on persona, they make physical orgasms to be shallow.
Music talks to my soul, the ladder is ghazals ...
Give love , it heals , it is far better than expecting to be loved ....
जो कहूँगा सच कहूँगा , यही फैसला किया है। जो लिखूंगा सच लिखूंगा यह फैसला किया है
वह हवा ज़रूर आये जो मुझे परेशान करे , मैं चराग हूँ जलूँगा यही फैसला किया है ,
कितना भी शदीद हो पतझड़ का मौसम , हर सूरत खिलूँगा , यह फैसला किया है
I have made acquaintances with some new people , while my social circle is back to some normalcy , the core of my heart is still relishing solitude and has made peace with it .......I still meet people, smile, work hard and relish my solitude . A book by Gulzar , an old live show by Jagjit Singh on my bluetooth headphone , a fab India Kurta , an adrak chai , daily craving for good poetry, and a dead desire to meet someone with a positive attitude and infectious smile, coupled with humility, long hair and a cotton saree . I am Me ...hope I stay Me
लोग मेरे बारे में अच्छा कहें या बुरा कहे , अपने आप से मिल चूका हूँ , आदमी कुछ और हो न हो , बहुत खुद्दार है।
Till next time, when another body blow knocks me off , physically, emotionally, intellectually, financially, socially ....totally ....I am relishing some more ghazals on my new headphone .
Today's ghazal ....
जुस्तजू जिसकी थी उसको तो न पाया हमने, इस बहाने से मगर देख ली दुनिया हमने
तुझ को रुसवा न किया ख़ुद भी पशेमाँ न हुए, इश्क़ की रस्म को इस तरह निभाया हमने
कब मिली थी कहाँ बिछड़ी थी हमें याद नहीं, ज़िन्दगी तुझ को तो बस ख़्वाब में देखा हमने
ऐ 'अदा' और सुनाए भी तो क्या हाल अपना, उम्र का लम्बा सफ़र तय किया तनहा हमने
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